..

I was so sure everything was going to be okay.

I thought wrong.

My heart feels heavy. My world's turned upside down and I don't know when it's going to be okay.

I just want everything to return to the way it was. Is it so much to ask? 

I feel so helpless, I can't convince my own boyfriend to stay with me. God I'm so pathetic. I don't even know who I am anymore. 

Concentrate.