I am an insanely jealous person. Note, person, not JUST girlfriend. I obviously know that I get jealous of vu's flirtatiousness with other people (mainly girls), but I get jealous of my friends. It's so disgusting, that's another thing I hate about myself. When this jealousy gets to the brim, I lash out at that person by belittling her. It's so... UGH. I can't believe I can't control myself, to keep it in. Instead, I become the big bitch. I still wince at the tone that she gave me when I said all those mean things. Now I sulk at my desk. -_- this happened more than once too! Damn, I'm a horrible friend. Jesus christ. I'm sorry. I do it to everyone... after rereading this post... wtf is wrong with me. I'm going to stop this madness and become more supportive!
Sorry Alice and Linh.
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